As so many of us, I chose to decide my own life path, without higher guidance, and thus went to study engineering. I was miserable, and went into a deep depression where I often contemplated ending my life, despite all the love and support from my family and fiancè. Only quitting, and losing my salary saved me from this. But now I felt useless and for 9 years didn’t feel any purpose in my life. I started a family to try and put an end to the emptiness I felt. But we only fell deeper into financial problems. I realised that I had artistic talent, I painted children’s rooms, ceramics, did watercolours.
I also wrote the children’s books I have always wanted to do. But in everything that I tried, I could never earn money enough to supplement our income. To me it seemed that I had a lot of talents, but only a bit of each. As my husband and I fell deeper into this financial pit, we had no support or words of encouragement left for one another. I so desperately wanted to help others, but how could I if I couldn’t even help myself. So in October 2003 I stopped praying altogether, I no longer believed that God listened and only believed that He makes us suffer, and that we do not deserve more.
So in December, as I saw some people I wanted to help, but could not, and saw others thriving, I got mad. I told God that if he did not see fit to bless me, so that I can help others and myself I was ready to give up. Still in December, my children and I got ill with scarlet fever, and as we lay in bed that night, my husband, my two small children and me, I became aware of our guardian angels at our heads, guarding us. I received each one’s name, and felt completely safe and taken care of. My whole being was washed over with a new calm and sense of purpose.
I started talking to them, and sending them with each member of my family to school and to work. Where I used to be a very negative and paranoid person, I looked at life more positively, and was calm and sure that my family was taken care of. So the more I spoke to these angels, the more I became aware of receiving answers. When I finally accepted that I wasn’t going crazy with voices in my head, and started paying attention to what I was receiving, it was not long till I started receiving messages from other peoples angels, like friends of mine.
And with a lot of support from good friends, a very special minister and new people that was miraculously guided into my life, I started doing messages for strangers, helping them to find solutions to unnecessary problems in their lives. Now I felt empowered, not only was I helping others, with God working through me, I was also earning money. Blessings I could never have thought of or pray for, was bestowed on me. Glory only to our Maker and His ministering angels.
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